Tuesday, June 30, 2009

I hate this

I was just offered an interview for a teaching position that I feel so obligated to take. The hours suck for me because of where it's located. I would basically be gone from 6-6. I would only get to see Bubbie in the morning and for an hour and a half before he goes to bed. I don't know if I could do that everyday.

But....I feel like I have to do the interview. We are basically not going to be able to pay our mortgage as of August and B hates, HATES his job. If I were to get a full time position, we'd be able to pay for the house and B would have more options in looking for a new job.

I hate this. And I hate money.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Yup, we're screwed

So, I didn't get any of the positions I interviewed for. We're screwed.

Trying not to cry

Yeah, got another rejection today. So all I have left is one position that I interviewed for last week. I don't know what we're going to do if I don't get that job. :(

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Once again, I am a slacker

So I haven't posted anything for about a month, but I blame it on stress. I'm having to go back to work teaching and am really not looking forward to it.

I only took leave from my old district because I was guaranteed a job when I came back off of leave. Well, as the end of the school year came rolling a around, I started applying for jobs up where I live. I've gotten interviews and I'm still waiting to hear if I got hired up here. My old district offered me a job that's 40 minutes from my house and just a sucky position.

They kept bugging me about taking it and after a week or two of asking for more time (to wait to hear about my interviews) I had to make a decision. So, B and I talked and decided that I was going to resign my guaranteed job and just wait and see if I got one of the positions nearer to my home.

I'm soooooo freaking anxious, worried, stressed..... What if I don't get hired? What are we going to do? We need the money to make the mortgage payments, but can't afford to get day care for a full time job on minimum wage. Please cross your fingers that one of the two jobs I interviewed for in the last two weeks offers me something.